Awaiting

Nicki woke up feeling somewhat better than she did the day before. She was thankful for the conversation she had with her mum last night. It really did ease the pain of not having Safaree around anymore. Nicki had a day off today. Well not exactly she had a few radio calls to do. But they weren’t that much of an effort because she could just lay down in bed and take the calls. Then after that. Nicki was a free woman for the day. Nicki sat up in the bed and looked around the bed for her phone and TV remote. 

Nicki just wanted to chill for a couple of hours, and watch some Judge Judy. Nicki found the TV remote but she couldn’t find her phone. She remembered it ringing a few times last night, and wanted to check who the calls were from. Nicki just left it and put on her recorded series of Judy Judy. Nicki sat back and relaxed and rubbed her belly. She could feel her baby kick. She looked down at her belly and said

 “Hey baby girl, what you doing in there? You awake now?” Nicki let out a slight giggle.

 A couple of hours later Nicki felt the need to get up, get washed and dressed. She went into her closet and picked out a light shaded pink tracksuit, some underwear and some socks. She then headed off to the shower. Nicki ran the shower then stripped. Nicki then stepped in the shower and washed her body and her natural hair. Once she was done she came out of the shower and wrapped up in her hot pink towel she took off the radiator. She then took the coco butter from the cabinet and rubbed it all over her skin. Nicki then squeezed a little extra and rubbed it all over her belly. She felt her baby kick.

 “You like that baby girl? Do ya?” Nicki chuckled.

 She then put on her clothes. Nicki decided it was time to look for her phone because the radio interviews were about to start soon. Nicki walked into her bedroom, she shook her sheets. It wasn’t there. Looked in her draws. Her phone wasn’t there. Nicki put her hand on head and the other on her stomach. She thought long and hard about where it could be. “AHA” Nicki said. “Gotcha”. Nicki bent down on both of her hands, and crawled underneath her bed. “Found youuu!” She shouted. And got back up. Nicki unlocked her phone and saw all the missed calls and texts from a familiar number. She took a double glance at the number and said “Hmmm, probably just one of Cai’s other phones, 

"I should really call him back” Just as she was about to press call, her phone rang. Nicki sighed and answered the phone. 

"Helloooooo” Nicki said.

 “Yo, yo, yo, miss MINAJ, how you feeling today?!” 

“I’m good! How are you?!"

 “Yes! That’s what we like to hear! I’m fine. But Nicki what your barbz really wants to know is whens that new album coming out?!” Nicki laughed a little. 

“Weeeeeeeeeeeell, I have been working on it a little, so it should be out End of November, early December, and the barbz will all LOVE it.”

 “YESSSSSSSSSS! GOOD NEWSSS! Is there a certain type of theme to it?”

 “No, you know how I am, I don’t like to tie myself down to one type of music, I like to do what I feel, when I feel! And that’s exactly how the album is going to be!”

 “YES MISS NICKI! So what about features, we getting any?”

 “Yeah, there will be a few, I guess”

 “Niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. “Well thank you for talking to us, would you like to introduce your knew song starships for us?!” 

“Yessss I would!”

 “Okay shoot” 

“Alright. BARBZZZZZZ IT’S ME! This is my knew song starships! I hope you love it as much as I do! Enjoy! MWAH!”

 And with that Nicki hung up. She knew she would be repeating that conversation about 10 more times. But after that she was free. Nicki spent about an hour and a half doing radio interviews. Talking about the same things, like her album, upcoming projects ect. Little did they know she would be taking a long break once her baby comes.

 But Nicki couldn't think about telling the outside world right now. The biggest issue was telling the baby’s father. The last thing she wants to happen is for Safaree to find out by the media. That wouldn't go right at all. Deep down Nicki knew that she should have never hid the pregnancy from him. But she was so hurt and upset that she wanted to hurt him. And she thought that this way was best. But she always knew that was the wrong thing to do. Now Nicki has got herself caught up in an awful mess. And the only way she can get out, is to tell Safaree and deal with the consequences of her actions.

 Nicki missed her friends and wanted to catch up so she called Candi and Lauren on a three way call. 

“Hey guys, I miss you and I’m lonely. Can we meet up and do something, but something quiet and discrete, cause the little one.

” “Yeah sounds great Nika, you down Lauren?”

 “Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaap I’m down Can, what you want to do Nika?”

 “Hmmmm! I’m not sure guys, but I need to get out of this damn house. Mind you, I have to get ready for my mums visit. She’s coming to stay for a bit. Buttttttttttttttttttttttt. Make ya way here. And we’ll decide from there okay?” Both Candi and Lauren agreed.

 “Yeap. I’m gonna be a couple of hours, I’m just coming back from my mums” Candi said.

 “And as for me, I’m just on my way back from seeing Rex, so give me an hour or so”  

“Alright guys, love ya!” And then Nicki ended the call. *Sigh*.

 “I guess it’s time to call back Cai”. Nicki dialled the unknown number. 6rings later someone picked up. 

“Hello” Nicki said. 

“Hello, Nicki?”

 As soon as Nicki heard the voice, she quickly pressed the button, and threw the phone to the end of the bed. The thoughts that were running through her mind were “why the FUCK is he calling me, what does he want? What does he know? What’s going on? Why after only NOW, is he calling me?!”

 Nicki was snapped out of her trance by her phone constantly ringing. Nicki was scared to pick it up. Nicki slowly reached to the end of the bed and clicked answer. 

“WHAT?” Nicki answer the phone with an awful attitude.

 “I think we need to meet up Onika. And you know why”. 

“You can’t just ring me out of the blue, and expect me to drop everything to meet up with you. I’m sorry it doesn't work that way Safaree. You were the one who made it like this. So if this happens at all it happens on my terms”

 “When were you going to tell me Onika?!” Safaree asked with a hint of anger in his voice. And with that Nicki ended the call. Nicki just didn't know what to do. Nicki’s phone just kept ringing and ringing and ringing. She switched it off. She needed to clear her mind. Half an hour later. There was a loud knock on her front door ..

Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay guys ! Here’s the second chapter! What do you think? Ima some comments cause I see the pageviews going up! Sorry it took so long to post, I’ve been really ill recently. But I still mamanged to get the chapter done as promised. Let me know what you think! Remember to comment. Or @ me @nicknack_barbie, or if you would prefer to DM me, leave your at name and I’ll follow you, then we can go from there J I haven’t had that much time to read over it, so excuse the mistakes! 
-Nicole Grace’ann