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I love you guys so much& I felt so bad I'll continue. I can't update till this Friday when it's half term. College/sixth form is kicking my ass -_-
Love you's.

By the way. DRAMA DRAMA DRANA. And you'll never guess what ! :P COMMENT SO I KNOW IF I ACTUALLY HAVE READERS. 20 COMMENTS AT LEAST.

So sorry.

I'm so sorry to the people who actually like this story but I have come to the decision to stop the blog. I appreciate all the comments and the love you all have shown my blog. But I just ugh. I don't know. I feel like it's shit and it's a waste of my time and yours. Thank you guys for sticking with me :D It's not a definite definite decision yet. But who knows.

Love Nicole :( :)

GUYS.

DON'T BE MAD AT MEEEEEEEEEEEEE. *hides under bed*

I know you are all probably mad cause I said I would post the rest at 15 comments and I didn't. But the reason being is that my mum had to take my laptop so I couldn't post. She has taken it for the whole summer to do her work from home as she works in Central London and needs to work at home as the Olympics are cause major traffic and it's preventing her from getting to work. So I am stuck with my crappy old laptop that doesn't work properly. And all my work is on my other laptop. So I'm just asking you all to be patient with me while I type up this new chapter and get this done. It's also summer holidays and I'm trying to squeeze in as much fun as I can, and spend time with friends and family before I go on holiday and then start college life. Sorry for the wait guys. And thank you all for the comments ! You guys are amazing. 

Lots of love. 

Nicole. (opens notepad and starts writing for my darlings) x


OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH. YESSSSSSSSS. And also I have my ideas for the joint fan fiction. I forgot which ones of you said that you would like to, there can be more than one person to join me. So hit me up on twitter @nicknack_barbie OR my tumblr http://nicolegraceann.tumblr.com/ and leave comments on THIS and let me know what kind of blog you are interested in doing and story lines you have got ect. And then we will go from there. 

Love.

The Whole Truth

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYY YA'LL. I'M BACCCCCCCK ! :) Miss me?!
This is only a teaserrrrr. And ya'll have to work for the rest :P Loveee yousss.

“Nicki, Nicki, NIC! Come on Nic, please you have to wake up for me! Come on! Nic! “

Safaree totally ignored what he thought he felt, and tried to get some type of response out of Nicki. When he didn’t he picked Nicki up bridal style and carried her to his black range rover. He strapped her in the back and hurried to the drivers side of his car and sped to the hospital without caring about how much he was going over the speed limit. As soon as he got o the hospital car park he found the closest parking space to the hospital entrance and quickly stopped the car the car where an unconscious Nicki was slumped in the back seat. Safaree quickly wiped at the tears that were one by one dripping down his cheeks. He again picked Nicki up bridal style and quickly made his way quickly to the hospital desk.

“Hello sir. How may we help you?” The nurse said in a rushed tone, trying to get the the root of gthe problem.

“Umm .. It’s my .. my wife. She just passed just over 20 mins again. She’s now unconscious” 

  Safaree said as the tears came quicker down his face. A pair of doctors came and took Nicki out of his arms and took her to the ward where they would put her on the drip

“Okay sir, calm down. Everything will be fine. What is your wife’s name? And was she under any kind of stress or pressure at the time that this happened?” The nurse asked typing away.

“Well we had quite a heated argument just before she passed out. And her name is Onika Samuels” Safaree said while feeling a gush of guilt running through his body knowing that this was probably his fault his wife was in this position.

“Onika Samuels .. Hmmm. Okay, Sir it may do we don’t know anything right now but as soon as we do find something out we will be sure to let you know. You may want to take a seat sir as this could take a long time” The nurse said as she got out Nicki’s folder. Safaree banged his fist on the table then stormed off outside as this was becoming all too much for him. The nurse suddenly got up and shouted for Safaree.

“Mr Samuels! Mr Samuels!” The nurse called for Safaree. He stopped and turned around to face the nurse.

“Yes?! Is there any news on my wife?”  Safaree asked desperate for answers to put his mind at ease.

“Not yet sir but I will check for you in a minute, but as Onika’s doctor isn’t here right now would you be able to tell me exactly how far along in she is in her pregnancy?”

“Ummm .. Pregnancy?!” Safaree shouted.

I love teasing you guys J Hehe. All my exams are over now, so I have a whole 4 months off till I’m going to college so I will be posting a lot :D Hope you like this little sneak peak. 12 COMMENTS AT LEAST FOR THE REST OF THE CHAPTER. Hope you like it guys. Sorry for any spellings and all that. Cba to check it overrrr.  – Nicole ;) 

Sorry.

First things first. I WILL yes. I WILL, be posting tonight. Not one. But two chapters. (I hope ya happy^_^)

But ...

Sorry for the wait. I have not been very motivated at all. And I have been feeling a bit down, I'm also finishing up all of my work at school as I leave on Thursday. I'm trying my best to get the chapter done but I just can't focus. I've also had thoughts about quitting the story but I don't think I'm gonna do that anymore. I've started and I will finish. Incase any of you were wondering this will not be a short story. AKA 50 or less chapters. I'm hoping to reach a lot more than that. I also won't drag on storylines. So any drama that goes on will be finished, and some new drama will start. We will also have some peace and cute scenes. A lot of ya'll have said some really nice things and they have really made me happy and I appriciate ALL you have to say. I'm also thinking of doing a JOINT fan fic as well. But that will happen after this story is good and going. If you are intrersted leave your @ name. And I will follow you back and we can DM to talk about it. Or it would be easier if you hit my tumblr ask box (the link is down below) and we can discuss through that. Thank you all so much for reading and commenting. I'm really hoping you are enjoying this stroy. If you don't want to leave a comment you can hit me up on twitter - @nicknack_barbie or you can message me on tumblr which would be really nice http://www.tumblr.com/blog/nicolegraceann my tumblr ask box is also if you have any questions about the story or when I will be posting, or about characters, or storylines ect ! But have a nice day guys. And we shall meet again later on today when I post.
Love.

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Thinking of posting today?

I'm not gonna front. Everday my views go up. But ya'll don't like leaving comments :(

What am I gonna do you guys ?! How do I know if ya'll are liking the story or not? :(

Nicole.

Past&Present

 “Look Safaree, I’m in no position to argue with you right now. Can you just leave please.”

 Nicki felt tears welling up in the back of her eyes. This is not how it was supposed to be. They were supposed to be happy. One big happy family. But in reality. She just knew it wasn’t going to work.

“NO Onika. I want answers, and you will give them to me.”

“You are such a fucking fool Safaree. I can’t believe I married you! How could you even THINK of something like that?! Let alone SAY IT. You are so stupid! UHHHHHHH I HATE YOU. Maybe I should date Drake. Better yet. Maybe I should have married him instead!”

Nicki took a deep breath and stormed off to the kitchen. Hoping Safaree wouldn’t follow her but he did.

Safaree was mad. He didn’t understand why Nicki was acting the way she was. Because quite simply if it was the other way around and Nicki saw pictures and video’s on the internet and “news” of him with one of his EX fiancés. She would have gone BALLISTIC. But because it’s the other way around it’s a whole different story.

Trust had always been a big problem for Nicki and Safaree. Well not exactly trust, but because of the way they came into their relationship, they were scared that could be the same way they left it.

Safaree and Nicki had been the BEST of friends since they were young. Nicki and Safaree ALWAYS had very strong feelings for each other. They were in love with each other, and everyone knew about it EXCEPT for them. When Nicki and Safaree decided it was time to confess their love for each other they were both engaged. Nicki to her 4year boyfriend Luke and Safaree to his 3 ½ year girlfriend Olivia-Rae.

 As well as being engaged Nicki was 2 ½ months pregnant, and Olivia-Rae was ALWAYS on Safaree case about trying for a baby. She was extremely jealous of what Nicki and Luke supposedly had together. Prior to their break-ups, When Nicki and Safaree confessed their love for each other. They had started an intimate affair with each other. A few weeks into the affair Nicki had found out she was pregnant.

 She didn’t know how far along she was, but she was just hoping it wasn’t Safaree’s baby. She knew that there could be a possibility because they had not used protection not once. Whereas with Luke, most of the time they had been using protection, apart from a few times where they got lazy and didn’t bother. Finally when Nicki had gone to the doctors they said that she was a month along which means there was no way it could be Safaree’s baby, and that it was defiantly Luke’s. This was good news for the couple. But for Safaree it wasn’t. He was deeply upset by this. He didn’t understand how Nicki was happy about being pregnant by another man. Even though they weren’t together, and Luke was her Fiancé, Nicki had told him numerous times that he was the one she loved, and not that only that. But she was IN LOVE with him.

The feelings were mutual. But as soon the good news got out. The bad news came spilling out too. A few days later Olivia-Rae found texts from Nicki on Safaree’s phone which he had forgotten to delete. This told all, she was on FIRE. She was mad as HELL. But instead of confronting the situation, she forwarded the texts straight to Luke’s phone packed her bags, and left without saying another word.

Later Safaree had caught on to what had happened when Nicki came to his apartment banging on his door cursing and hitting him for being so stupid and telling him how much she hates him. Luke had called off the engagement and broken up with her. He had also denied their child. He thought that because she was cheating, it wasn’t his baby and it was probably Safaree’s. So he would let him deal with his problems. But Nicki then realised that it was for the best. She really did love Safaree, and she knew Safaree loved her. This meant that they could finally be together and be happy, without all the sneaking, hiding and lying.

There was only just one problem. The baby. Safaree and Nicki had talked it over, and Safaree had decided it was okay that she was pregnant with Luke’s baby. If Nicki wanted and didn’t mind he would raise the baby as his own and he wouldn’t have a problem with it at all. He knew that he would be a better father than Luke would anyway. But problems started to occur. 

Luke started appearing in the scene again, stressing Nicki out. Sending Nicki nasty text messages, saying he was going to do this, that and the other to her, not to mention he said he was gonna kill Safaree. After this message Nicki distanced herself from everyone. She locked herself in her room didn’t, eat, drink, shower, talk do anything apart from sleep, and look out of the window wishing that someone would just take her away. Sadly this caused Nicki to have a miscarriage. After this happened Safaree took matters into his own hands. His sorted out Luke. Which was no problem at all, and he managed to slowly, but surely get Nicki back on track.

“Well Nicki what do you expect me to think! We aren’t on good terms and I know how lonely you could get, and what you get like when you are lonely. So why wouldn’t you run to Drake?! AND YOU KNOW HOW DRAKE IS AROUND YOU. AND WHAT HE SAYS ABOUT YOU!”

Safaree sighed. He didn’t want to be arguing with Nicki.

Nicki got angry. Her blood was starting to boil, and she knew this wasn’t gonna end well at all.

“JEALOUS ARE WE SAFAREE?”

“HELL YEAH. ARE YOU CRAZY?! DO YOU KNOW WHAT THIS IS LIKE FOR ME?! FOR US?!”

“To be quite fucking honest Safaree. I don’t fucking care what people think. Anyone who has fucking sense wouldn’t have to ask so a fucking pathetic question!”

Nicki didn’t understand why Safaree didn’t trust her. They were MARRIED. Did that not mean anything to him at all?!

“YOU KNOW THE FUCK WHAT SAFAREE. IF YOU DON’T EVEN TRUST ME. WHY THE FUCK ARE WE EVEN MARRIED?!”

This made Safaree extremely angry. But he needed to keep his angry under control. Safaree didn’t want to say what he wanted to, but he needed Nicki to see it from where he was standing.

“I DON’T KNOW ONIKA. YOU TELL ME. ALL I’M SAYING IS. YOU DONE IT ONCE. YOU CAN DO IT AGAIN”

Nicki ran up to Safaree and slapped him HARD in his face. Her heart was racing.

“WHAT?! HOW FUCKING DARE YOU SAFAREE. YOU KNOW WHAT. GET THE FUCK OUT”

Nicki started to push Safaree in the direction of the door.

“YOU WERE PART OF IT TOO SAFAREE. OR DID YOU FORGET THAT YOU ALSO CHEATED ON YOUR FIANCE. STOP TRYING TO MAKE ME LOOK LIKE THE FUCKING BAD GUY. AND DON’T STAND THERE AND TRY TO ACT ALL INNOCENT LIKE YOU HAVEN’T BEEN FUCKING BITCHES SINCE WE SPILT UP”

Safaree was just about to SHUT NICKI DOWN. When Nicki held her belly and screamed in pain.

“NICKI?! NICKI, NIC!” Safaree shouted.

No response.

Nicki blacked out and Safaree caught her in his arms when he felt something kick .. 

OKAAAAAAAAAAAY YA'LL. I hope this will hold you all over until TUESDAY. Trust me. I want Onikafaree as much as you do. I don't wanna give anything away but next couple of chapters will be cute :) And that's all I will say about that ! *martha voice*. Lots of feedbackkkkkkkkkkkk pretty please ! Hope ya'll like it. Onikafaree will be soon! Don't you worry my darlingsssssss! But until next timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! *kissy face* 

- Nicole 

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