NEW BLOG.

Myself along side @Onika_nickistan have a new blog called "Are We Ready Yet". It is indeed an Onikafaree story! Spread the word and follow the blog! A sneak peek should be up tonight or tomorrow. Here's the link!

www.arewereadyyetonikafaree.blogspot.co.uk/

(P.S my blog will be updated in a hot minute! Stay tuned!)

H-E-A-V-E-N

Safaree and Nicki were now both at home, snuggled up in the fire room, watching a cheesy chick flick. Nicki was lying in between Safaree’s legs laying back on him, while Safaree had his hands wrapped around her belly.

“Babe, I think we should move.” Nicki said and looked back at his very confused face.

“Why, I LOVE this place, it’s futuristic, fun. I’m glad we paid for this place. Why do you want to move babe?” Safaree asked as he shifted a bit.

“Well it’s home like for adults, but for a baby? Don’t you think we should tone it down a bit maybe? Our home is nearly made out of all glass. It just doesn’t feel right?”

“I get what you’re saying. Maybe you’re right. Let’s do it. As long as we don’t sell this place!”

“Hmmm … I’ll think about it! But I want somewhere small Faree, really small. I want her to be as close to us as possible. I don’t want her to get lost.”

“Nic she’s not going to get lost in her own house! Don’t be silly babe. She’ll be fine where ever we are. Have you thought about baby names?” Safaree asked while staring at the ceiling.

“I have one name in mind. It’s nothing special though.” Nicki said while stroking Safaree’s hand.

“What is it, and nope, I’ll give it some thought though. I always wanted our girls names to begin with N, and boys to start with S. It’s cheesy but I love it.”

“That’s a great idea Faree, the girls name was Neveah. What do you think?” Nicki asked now twiddling her thumbs.

“I think it’s beautiful Nic. That’s her name then. Neveah.” Safaree said, smiling as wide as he could.

“OW! Shit, that hurt”  Nicki said with an awkward look on her face.

“What hurt babe? You okay?” Safaree asked with a hint of concern.

“Yeah I’m fine, she just kicked real hard. I think she likes her name.” Nicki cheesed.

“Hopefully” Safaree kissed Nicki’s forehead. Nicki yawned and stretched.

“Babe we’re tired. Let’s go to bed. It’s been a LONG day. But on a serious note, I’m glad your back. I couldn’t keep doing that with you. It was tearing me apart, and knowing that I was keeping your child from you, it wasn’t a nice feeling … Faree I’m re – re – really sorry”. Nicki sniffled and wiped away the tears streaming down her face.

Safaree POV

Nicki doesn’t need to be sorry. We have both said and done things in these past months, it wasn’t just her, and god knows that in her situation I wouldn’t have told me either. But that doesn’t mean I’m not upset. But I’m over it. And she should be too. I don’t need my wife stressing herself and the baby over something that’s in the past now.

“Baby, look at me.” I turned Nicki’s body around in my lap so we were looking at each other eye to eye.

 “You have nothing to be sorry for anymore, we both said and done things these past months, it’s not your fault. Don’t blame yourself. I’m here now, and Neveah is healthy and that’s all that matters right? I don’t want you stressing baby. It’s not worth it. Even though I’m back we both know everything is not great, but we’ll work on it, I promise. Stop stressing Nic, you hear me?” I lifted her chin up with my finger. I just need her to listen to me, and believe the words that I’m saying. God knows everything I’m telling her is true.

“Nic, stop baby. Come’on. We’ll be alright okay.” I said as I wiped all the tears streaming down her face with my fingers.

“Yes Faree. I hear you.” I kissed her forehead and gave her the tightest hug.

Nic POV

“Faree, carry us to bed please” I gave Safaree puppy dog eyes, he can NEVER resist them.

“Okie dokes Nic, 1,2,3 lets go” He picked me up and slow paced up 2 flights of stairs to our room.

“I’m gonna miss this room y’know Faree, we’ve had a lot of great moment here. But not only in here, in this whole house. Maybe we shouldn’t move”.  I said while climbing into bed. And Safaree them cuddling me from behind.

“I know Nic. But think about it this way, we’re starting a new chapter in our lives! An exciting chapter, we don’t HAVE to move, but what harm would it do just to look maybe, for a new home, but if we find nothing, we can always stay here. And we wouldn’t sell this place anyways. It would just be a home away from home. It’s always gonna be ours, and It’ll always be here.” I sighed, and turned to face Safaree.

“I know baby, but it just makes me sad. Change makes me sad. I hate saying goodbye”. Safaree looked me dead in the eyes.

“Change is good sometimes, especially this change.” Safaree put his hand on my bump and cheesed hard.

“I can’t wait for her to get here!”

“Me either Nic, but let’s get some rest, I love you more than all the starts in the world baby, never forget that.”

“And I love you more than all the angels in heaven, remember that.”

Alright. Just think of this as a preview sort of New Year’s present. Hopefully soon me and Onika_nickistan will have a new blog up for you guys soon. Which we are really excited about! At least 10 comments. As getting no comments is really discouraging , I feel like just to delete the blog at times. I feel like I'm working for no money -_- o.0. We'll see what happens. 

*sigh*

Even tho I didn't get my wanted amount of comments. I'm going to post anyways - tonight. UK TIME.

Nicole.